Disoriented emotions

My body is somewhere,
 Soul somewhere else..
Mind and heart fluttering away..

I'm feeling shatters and tatters..
Buzzing around in business but
Battering away all mused..

Eyes shining,
Lips smiling..
But heart missing glee..

Looking to rise up
From a consuming pool
Of my own disoriented emotions..

Thoughts all whizzing
And drizzling away
God knows why I let my heart loose!!