Lingering lonliness!

Feeling lost in the crowd..
And silent in the sound..
There's happiness around
But somehow smiles frowned..
I know everything is alright
And lifes all in place..
But this loneliness in my heart
I cannot explain.
They were moments of wonder and flee
In mindst of chaos found glee..
Wrong? right?
Cannot decide
Sweet? Sour?
Cannot express
Fantasy? Reality?
At times cannot phantom!!
Dazzled boombazzled
And now dazed..
Gloomy gloomy and hazed..